I have become a total sociophobe! I used to THINK I had friends. Boy, was I wrong. I was a friend, but it looks like maybe I was fooling myself. Haven't writeen in awhile. No one reads my blog so I guess it is sort of a diary more then anything. Today's subject: No such thing as BFF. Maybe 30 years before you part ways but eventually it happens and it is usually over some stupid guy. Always seems like they got what you have or they think you got what what they want, whether you do or not. Facebook - what a joke. Who has 50 or 100 people that really give a crap about you. They're just nosy. Or want to rub your nose in what they have and know you don't. My highschool reunion is coming up - 30 years. I am not going. Hell, I had apanic attack at the last one. One before that, I coulnd't wait to leave - trouble was it was on a Paddle Wheeler and I wasn't about to jump ship and swim for it in a dress and heels. Truth is, noone of the people I met betwee 1975 and 1982 matter at all. Maybe 1, but that's all. How these people going to seay they're my "friend" when thye haven't tried to call or locate me in 30 years. I'm not hard to find. I am not about to spend 45.00 just to get sick and be humiliated by a bunch of cheerleaders, majorettes, and jocks who want to relive thier glory days. They were not glorious for me. Much hasn't changed. I am just not drunk all the time anymore. Alcohol probably saved me from being another teen suicide statistic. I don't drink anymore. Truth is, I just don't want to deal with drama - yours, mine or anyone elses. I don't believe love or friendship last forever. If they really exist. Not by my definition. There's only people who use you and peole that you use. As long as it suits... Prove me wrong. I dare you.

Just in the mood to kvetch

Still have no faith in guys. Haven't been on here for a while. Disillusion just keeps growing. Losers - all around me. Now - get this - got a friend - a guy I've known for 13 years. Al the sudden wants to be friends with privileges. But he has no phone and noe PC and it's all on his schedule. Well f that! People, I do not have time for some a-hole that is just looking for a convenient roll in the hay! Well, at least he has a job. But I just can't get into it. I tried but it just isn't cool. It's a disaster waiting to happen. He's got issues - maybe worse than mine. Not happening. All he wants to do is bitch about his x-GF. whaaaaaaaah - cry me a river. And no one is reading this blog so no one is trying to change my perception of West Virginia men. They're mostly losers. And the few good one are taken - usually by gold digging whores that are not fit to lick my boots. I'm not hard to look at by any standards! 48, can pss for 35. Good skin... I got a good job, an education. I come from a good family. I can cook. And I am family oriented. I would be a great wife and mother - step mother, whatever... But do you think I can get a decent man? Hell, no! They're not just lazy here, they're also stupid and selfish. And if you do happen to get one that is crazy about you, he typcailly is... certifiably insane. Stalkers. CASE IN POINT -A guy in Barboursville blew himself up with a pipe bomb accidentally Friday night trying to blow up a bar where his x-wife was having a drink. Blamed the bar for the collapse of his marriage - narcissistic psychopathic SOB! He had more than one bomb, too! What a maroon! Thankfully he died and saved the tax payers from having to carry his ass for about 20 to life. No one else was hurt. Truth be told, he was probably drunk. And abusive. She has to be happy to see him deep sixed too. I know I would be. I'd be like,"Drinks on me - set up the house! The stupid bastard hadn't had time to take his life insurance policy out of my name yet! WOOHOO!!" I'm rich. Donating his body to medical science and saving the 7-10K on a funeral - put that down on my new 2011 Ford Mustang! Yeah, that's what I'm talking about! BUT ALAS! These great things never happen to me. I never got my chance.

Another Friday night at home...

I've decided to give it all a rest. I'm just not in the mood to be around a bunch swingin' d___'s in some bar. Not to mention the bar flies who con drinks out of the old guys and flatter them. I'm not favorably impressed with the hinky tink crowd. Been there and done that since I was about 14. Used to shoot a pretty good stick. Last BF was good at ti - then he started losing to me - I stopped playing for a while - years in fact -and the stupid SOB actually told me I had to stop beating him because he was losing face in front of the guys. Yeah - Like I would throw a pool game - ever! AND Karaoke is the most annoying thing since well... the SOB I was beating at pool. And later kicked to the curb. You all do not want o know the whole story but suffice it to say - he's someone else's problem now. And so is his crazy old bat of a mother. That's a story for another time.

Mais Fica (More For Me): The Pretender

Mais Fica (More For Me): The Pretender

WV Homegirl wants to know...

I don't know what experiences most of you have had but I have come to believe that I must have a loser magnet surgically implanted in my butt. I admit it. I own it... I am a bitter old maid... So if any guys out there take offence, here's the deal, pickle: If you're honest, you know if you are not a complete loser, you know some guys who are.

Ladies - Live in West Virgnia or just used to... tell me that there is not an unusually large number of users, losers, abusers, liars, cheaters, deadbeats, and con artists out there, taking advanage of women who love them? How many of you settled for less just to have a man? How many have supported a guy while he was "unemployed" and laying at your house making a mess for you to clean up when you got home and bring his supper and a couple packs of smokes? How many of you slipped your guy a 50.00 before going into the bar so it didn't look like he was leeching off you when really he was? How many of you were left sick on the couch as soon as you got home and brought him cigarettes and drinking money so he could hit the bar and chase ho's? Don't pay their child support? Won't open a bank account or file a tax return ever because he hasn't paid child support or taxes for 12 years? No driver's license because he didn't have insurance and hasn't paid the fines? No car anyway so you have to drive?

Ironically, the stupid creatures tend to treat mean women better than the good ones. Idiots treat a bitch good. The better you are to these WV boys, the worse they treat you. Not to say they're all bad - but those ones are taken and extremely rare. Your average single white WV male is less than useless. PROVE ME WRONG IF YOU THINK YOU CAN!!!

Women in WV are being victimized by these men. Share your story, homegirl! Tell me bout your experience!